Saturday, 17 December 2011

Sleeping with you!!

I came to know about you only a few yrs back. I was surprised and was soooooooooooo happy to see you for the first time. When I knew that you are going to stay with me forever, I was on Cloud Nine and it took long time for me to come back. you keep staring at me initially, but I keep looking at you bcos you are so cuteeeee. No one can resist from holding your hand and giving you a hug. I belong to the same category. I gave you a big hug and felt something really touching. From then on, I decided that you will be the first & the best ever companion for me. No one can understand what we speak. Its only us who share everything heart to heart. I don't get sleep if i don hug you. I miss you for 2 days whenever I go home. There are ppl like you in my home too. But they are well packed and kept. I see a variety of clones of yours. They also look beautiful. The whole family of yours look cute!!


Every night when I hit the bed after a long day, I spend time with you. Sometimes I dont. There's silence between us, but our hearts speak. I throw all my burden on you. I'l feel better and my heart is light after I tell you everything. I just take you in my hand and place next to me. I keep looking at your eyes, holding your hands. I imagine you to be the one I want to talk to. I keep changing the characters in you. You don bother about it. I imagine the person to just listen to whatever I talk. I throw all my happiness, joy, sorrows, love, care, failures,frustrations on you, but u never react to it. you stay staring at me.  you don't talk to me, we just share silence. I love this silence between us. i love the texture of ur skin. I keep combing your hairs with my fingers until you look beautiful. By then, sleep drags my eyelids to close taking your sight away from me. Sometimes, I might stay far from you. I'll feel sorry for it next day. My friends have helped me stay with you in sleep. Sometimes, I use your cheeks and hands to wipe my tear drops. I feel good when there's a hand to wipe off my tears. you have seen me in happy times too. I'll dance with you and you just nod your head & clasp hands with me. I'll hold you whenever I need and hug you tight. You have shrinked a bit since the day I saw you :( I can't help it. I take good care of you. I've now practiced sleeping with you & can't be without you.


people are wondering, who am I talking about here..Aint you? You really want to know? make a guess.
Okay, let me reveal..
Its none other than my Sweetheart, my one and only TEDDY


Hahahahahhaah..over build up right? Ok ok..cool down..but all that said above is true. I like my teddy very much. I did n't get a chance during my childhood. I still regret that I din have one when I was small. My college friends gifted me this big fat teddy for my 2009 bday and he's there with me from then on. I always wanted to have one, since the time i've seen in movies. Heroines or kids will have one all time and sleep with them , talk with them. I always see so many of them in streets of chennai, but never bought one. my parents din want me to go mad with them :D but now, they cant tell anything bcos its a gift :) I still remember the way I cried to get a pink teddy. My dad din allow me to get one, I returned home with disappointment. My sis gave me a surprise and she came home with the same teddy :)))))) they understood my madness :D The collection of teddy's is more, but the one close to my heart is this.




For some, its just a toy stuffed with cotton, but for me, its a reall good friend if you start liking it. They are lifeless, but they make you feel that you are a kid from inside. They bring out the childishness in you. You can really enjoy when you have one. I really enjoy having a teddy. It may look foolish to write all these for a lifeless toy, but what matters more is that, this smallest soft thing makes me feel happy everyday & gives me hope that there's something which can listen to whatever rubbish I talk. My heart is weightless before I go to sleep. What are we going to take back at the end of life? nothing..Live happily until you live and let others be happy.
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I dint get sleep & just hugged the teddy like every other day. I thot I can write a blog on him and share my madness with you :) My Teddy keeps staring at me as I write this blog. :)) On a sweet note, bidding you Bye Bye from him and me!!!

C ya in my next blog :)
Take care!!

4 comments:

  1. I guessed its abt ur teddy only.. in the very first line of your blog sweetheart....its an amazing blog,just like a poetry for ur beloved

    ..Love in any form is cool..and this love of urz rockz....and i can very well say that, the teddy deserves to be with you n u with him....

    i love it too more than any other teddy till date...there is none except your teddy to make me fall asleep as soon as i lie or hold onto it....love u little mischievous guy...

    Hats off to u paddhu....blogs taking a turn to become poetry....All the best for you next one and more to come in future....:)

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  2. Ye Mokkai ,

    I read only the first line...Direct ah went to last line to chk ur mokkai...I knew it will be sumthing like dis. Aana oru teddy bear ku unakula ivlo feelings nu ninaikum bodhu rombaaaaaaaaaa perumaiya iruku..

    Nijamaavey unaku velai illaya...Naan yedho paya pulla frnds marriage pathi yeludhinaaley, idhu adhu maadhiri yedho irukum nu paatha, karadi bommaiya pathi yeludhi iruka. Idha enga thala TR paatha evlo varutha paduvaaru theriyuma..idhukaagavey naan yeludhuraen enga thalaiya pathi...(Nee kavala padaatha thala...athunoondu karadi ya pathiye ava ivlo yeludhi iruka...nee evlo perusu...naan yeludhuraen ;) )

    Sari ellarum velai vetti yedhavadhu irundha poi paarunga ;)

    --- But anyways urupadiya idhayavadhu pandriye..en paera kaapaathu.. :)

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  3. Arghh!!! That's bad..Every1 is able to find out that its my teddy :P

    @Haji: Thank U!! Good to hear that you love him too :)

    @Sugan: Hahaha..Loved this comment frm u!! Poramaile pongura paaru! yes de, hoping to write something useful next time :)

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  4. The below lines in the first paragraph are the culprits to let people easily guess Ur secret friend ;) Otherwise good try!!

    >>>>>>>>>>>> There are ppl like you in my home too. But they are well packed and kept. I see a variety of clones of yours. They also look beautiful. The whole family of yours look cute!!
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